I'm so hollow, baby...so...so...so hollow.

So, I'm not sure about the whole legality of watching movies online that are still in the movie theatre...but, can I just say that it makes me SO happy that I can watch Juno whenever I want to now?!?! I adore that movie. It makes me laugh really loud and it makes me cry really loud...those are the best movies.

So, "not so much" for 'Jerry's Girls' audition. I realized a couple hours before the audition that the holdover dates run into May...and I'll be gone in May for Student Life fun. So, my days on the Cocoa Village Playhouse stage are over. This makes me sad, but, there's always new and exciting stages to perform on in the future...right? I hope so...:)

James Ryan came over yesterday and brought me a huge heart shaped box of chocolates as a belated Valentine's Day gift. I love him love him love him love him!! I didn't get anything on V-Day, so, that made my heart happy. He was like, "Shara, we're like Will and Grace!" ...then we thought about it for a bit...and I was like, "Umm...Jack and Grace."

My boyfriendddd...or girlfriend...or both. I believe we're late lunching today.

ANYWAYS, NEXT WEEK!!! Oh, my goodness! That's weird! I've had a countdown on my myspace( how LAME) for about 3 MONTHS!! And...NEXT WEEK I'm going to CHICAGO! EEEEKKK! I can't waiiiittt...Omw, so, I was looking for boots online because the options around here are scarce...and I found this pair that I thought was decently cute, right? Okay, so, they were like $60, and I called the store and asked if they could get wet because they didn't look like they could ( i mean, without freezing your toesies)...and the lady said they didn't. SO BOO, right? Anyhoos, flash forward a couple hours, and my mom and I are in Walmart...we go to the shoes department and they have an IDENTICAL pair of boots as the $60 dollar ones...and guess how much they cost?? JUST GUESS.

SEVEN BUCKS!!

So, I got my semi-cute boots for Chicago for 7 bucks. And, I got another semi-hideous pair of boots for Chicago for like $10 (those can get wet). But, I mean, yay Walmart!! Yay for the children in sweat shops that make cheap shoes for me. Isn't that awful? It's horrible, but, I shop at Walmart anyway cuz I'm a bad person.

But, the semi-hideous boots will be hidden by jeans so, the world won't know. HAHA...not that it matters...at all.

ANYWAYS I'M EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDD

We matched a documentary on sharks today in Oceanography class...and omw, I'm never going in the ocean ever again. Not that I ever go to the beach, but, it gave me even more reason not to. Gah, those things eat you! Not good.

I just got my acceptance letter from Samford University. Hey howdy hey! How nice.

On a much more serious note, if anyone actually reads this...I'd like to ask for prayer for my family. It's always been funny to me that my friends and anyone who's ever known me thinks my family is so perfect. Oh, how far from perfect we are. Anyways, over the years and recently my dad, my brother, and my sister have strayed away from their relationships with God. My dad claims it, but, he's not living it anymore. And, it hurts me so because my mom needs that...she deserves a really strong Godly man. I admire her constant pursual of Jesus, but, my dad doesn't at all...it's almost like they have little in common anymore. She tries so hard, but, it seems all in vain. She won't give up on him though. My sister claims it as well, but, she is completely lost. She doesn't understand anymore, and the world has sucked her in full force. I barely recognize her...I don't understand her. We used to be extremely close, but, now...we're just SO different and don't see eye-to-eye on ANYTHING ...I love her so much, but, I just don't know what to do anymore. My brother has been gone for awhile. He's always been a questioner. It's always been "Why?" or "how come?" or "Prove it." He's been a yo-yo rollar coaster ride...back and forth...back and forth...but, it seems now that he thinks Christians are crazy. He's always questioned, which i've never been able to understand...because I never had doubt about what I believed. It's so weird because it's like it's become...me and my mom. It's always been all 5...but, now it's been reduced to two. I guess all I can do is pray...and, I do. And my mom does too. It's just weird...it's weird growing up in a Christian family...and it dwindling away to nothing.

I don't know. If anyone reads this...and that person who reads this prays...I'd really appreciate your prayers :)

I would love spaghetti right now.

Later,

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