When I saw you kissing that girl...my eyes....they watered...and when I tried to speak...I stuttered.

OKAY

So, I know I've posted like six bazillion things today, but, this will be my actual today post...because those were all past entries which still apply to my current feelings about life.

Anyhoos

Thoughts that have crossed my mind today...

- My dog is weird. She just ran around the house at warp speed...and now is rolling around with her head under the couch. Psycho.

-I don't like apples once they turn brown. I don't care if they taste the same...there's just something about them turning brown that freaks me out and turns me off.

-I have bad posture. I stick my butt out naturally...and it's already gigantic...and I just make it look bigger by my bad posture. When I try to fix it, it hurts, and I get lazy and I revert back to my old ways. Silly cookie.

-I'm craving cake like a crazy person. I want some so bad. I could eat an entire cake right now. Okay, most likely not, but, I do honestly really really want some cake.

-Why must I learn Oceanography? I mean, seriously?!?! Science is beyond me. I mean, I can pass science classes with an A or a B at the least, but, I hate them. I absolutely despise their very existance. The information presented in those classes are simply insanely ridiculously outrageously TEDIOUS and dull and unexciting. I want to stand up on top of the tables and rip my book into shreds and scream at the top of my lungs when I'm in there...that's a bit dramatic, but, hey, this is me we're talking about.

-I have always been attracted to super super preppy guys. There is nothing that makes me melt more than a sweater and a scarf and properly fitted jeans. But, I also have a strange attraction to indie/alternative/punk-rocker-but-not ...guys...with like faux black hair and lip rings. I find that hott. Even a tattoo...kinda sexy.

-I love American Eagle underwear.

-I canNOT wait to go to Chicago. It's approaching...sorta...and that makes my heart happy. I have my audition stuff ready...I just need to practice...a lot.

-I'm one of those lame people that get really sad if people say they're going to call them and don't...because I'm one of those really lame people who have their phone by their side the whole day if someone tells them that...and I literally anticipate to no end my phone ringing and it saying your name. I need a life.

-I'm still working on getting my splits. Something tells me I'll never be able to do it, but, I'm pretty determined. I just don't bend in certain ways...and this saddens me deeply.

-I wish I could be better...I feel like I put up such a facade sometimes.

I'm done. My sister's making pizza...which I don't need to eat. But, you know I will.;)